I have been sitting in the lounge for countless days
staring outside the window
but nothing changes
and I do not even have the strength to picture a better life.
The trees outside are skeletons
and everything looks dead
the only daylight I can see
is the written sign on top of the opposite building
I am stuck
with heavy legs
and I no longer know
what's right or wrong.
It can get very lonely
and the only sound
is the echo of the darkest words fluctuating in my mind.