They hold her down, after pushing her to the ground
Her screaming and crying does nothing, there's no one else around.
She thought she could trust them
Always thought she could
It didn't matter though, nothing would.
The cold creeps in, her body numb
The fight is done and so are they.
They leave in a hurry nothing left to do or say
She cries and sobs and tries to hold herself together.
How could they do this?
She wants the images to stop
Doesn't want to remember.
She tries to be brave and get home as fast as she can,
she runs and runs, everything feels numb.
she hopes she can last.
She gets to the door and wipes her tears, shes home now there's nothing to fear.
she pretends to be fine, she pretends to act normal
she walks quickly to her room, passing mom saying a quick "hi" sounding to formal.
she holds it all in as she always does. buries her emotions deep
she tells herself not to weep.
she must be strong for herself and the ones she loves.
The pain, the hate, grow inside like a cancer
There's nothing left of her just pain, no answer.
The memory and pain still remain
She wishes it would go away , wishes it wouldn't stay.
Just a shadow in everyday life
trying to be a better person, a good mother, a great wife.
Days pass by as do years
some days are good some are filled with tears.
she has to be strong though
she wont ever give in
she wont let them get to her, she will not let them win!
Now maybe one day the pain will go away and she can finally be happy
she will finally be OKAY.