I haven't been on Tapas in a long time just like Wattpad, but wayyyyyy longer for Tapas
and like I don't like myself a lot so when people sub/follow me,
I'm always asking myself: Why?????
So then, I never knew how many people I had let down and failed were subbed to me on Tapas
I haven't posted for so freaking long and I am so sorry if you guys out there know me on Tapas or Wattpad
I AM SO SORRY I DON'T POST ANYMORE/A LOT
It may sound like an excuse but I can't go on those sites anymore because my mom blocked them
The only way I can is when I have my tablet (Which I need a new one bc mine won't charge after I got it back from my parents) and when my grandma comes over and I use her phone
I try to give you as much updates as possible because of that, and will continue to because I want to make it up to you.
I want to give you something to believe in, someone who will never fail you.
And I can't help but think it's not me.
I continue on anyway because I'm stubborn that way.
These are some of my honest feelings, please don't throw them away or ignore them.