To the one who loves me next.
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tinyweirdgirl18 year old wanderer
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To the one who loves me next.

by tinyweirdgirl

I'm so insanely broken, please understand that.

There will be times I will flinch at your touch, because at one point, someone else's was unkind.

I'll bottle things up, and let things eat away at me, until I break down.

It will take me a while to completely trust you, and completely give myself to you.

I have many flaws, but I can promise you one thing, the good will out weigh all of the bad.

It will be tough in the beginning, and you may want to give up. And if you do, I won't blame you. I know how tough I can be to love.

But I can promise you this. Once I fully trust you with myself, I will love you with the fire of a thousand suns. There will never be a day that goes by, that you'll wonder if I love you.

I will show you everyday how much I love you. You will have every piece of my heart, and so much more.

I know it will be rough in the beginning, but I promise with a little time and patience, everything will be alright, and you'll come to know and understand why I am, the way I am.

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johnnypearlIt is what it is...
2 months agoReply
@tinyweirdgirl I'd love to write something so profound and amazing that it helps soothe your pain but there will never be words capable of that. I can feel your pain and understand it all too well. You will find what you're looking for. You wont know when, where, how or why but you will. Remain strong but aware. ::HUGS::

bernardtwindwilGold CommaGranddad & story teller, tomthepo8.com
2 months agoReply
@tinyweirdgirl It is sad that most doctors are not helpful. But counseling can take place through a trusted friend, an empathetic relative, or writing poetry. I can see the pain emanating from your words. I wish I could help.

tinyweirdgirl18 year old wanderer
2 months agoReply
@bernardtwindwil Thank you! The girl in this story/poem is me. Instead of going to counseling, I put forth all of my emotions into my work, and art. It helps more than any doctor ever can.

bernardtwindwilGold CommaGranddad & story teller, tomthepo8.com
2 months agoReply
This was a beautifully written story/poem of a tragically abused girl. This girl should consider long term counseling. Their were so many facets of mental well being put forth in your poem thatit presented a pretty comprehensive picture. Great job!!!!!

2 months agoReply
Guarded people are hard to learn how to love they are guarded for reasons far too complicated for most to understand but oh they are so worth the effort thair love runs deeper than any river and once you tap into it it never runs out A great story so glad for the opportunity to read it