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thougtfuldragon
thougtfuldragon struggling to float, drowning w/o a boat
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i'm not okay. when will my tears go away?

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i am not okay

i am not okay i'm fighting each and every day

i am not okay i'm fighting each and every day to feel something, anything, to keep my mind at bay

i'm broken,

i'm broken, i'm numb,

i'm broken, i'm numb, nothing seems fun,

i'm broken, i'm numb, nothing seems fun, i'm hurting,

i'm broken, i'm numb, nothing seems fun, i'm hurting, i'm in pain,

i'm broken, i'm numb, nothing seems fun, i'm hurting, i'm in pain, i feel like i'm going

i'm broken, i'm numb, nothing seems fun, i'm hurting, i'm in pain, i feel like i'm going i n s a n e

i need help, i can't breathe, it's like i'm weak in the knees

i need help, i can't breathe, it's like i'm weak in the knees i'm trying, i really am, but it's like no one gives a damn

i can't sleep, i can't eat, relationships i can't upkeep

i'm helpless

i'm hopeless

these headaches keep forming like a pop of thunder in the sky

these headaches keep forming like a pop of thunder in the sky except it's not as pretty, there's no art, it's just a mess in my mind

these headaches keep forming like a pop of thunder in the sky except it's not as pretty, there's no art, it's just a mess in my mind i can't escape it, i can't erase it, i just want to say goodbye

i'm not fine

truthfully,

i want to die

i'm a waste of space,

i'm a waste of space, there's no saving grace,

a disappointment is what i am, a useless mess, a grain of glass crudely etched into the sand

i am me

i hate me

what's to love? much to hate,

can't stand the sight of my own face,

can't stand the sight of my own face, i'm struggling, i'm choking,

can't stand the sight of my own face, i'm struggling, i'm choking, i'm an ugly scar i can't erase

i'm not okay

why can't i just disappear, there's no use for me here

i'm scared

i've lost myself, when am i coming back? my heart and mind are in a battle, constantly under attack, from all of the knives in my back

help me

i am me

i hate me

disappointment, can't you see? i'm never enough, never will be

please

i can't see.

feels like there's nothing left for me

i can't breathe

my lungs are full of toxicity, can you hear me?

a silent scream

i'm not okay

when comes a good day?

i'm not okay.

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