There is a star in my eyes that dreams of a day when your name doesn’t hurt me. There is a twinkle that shows me dancing and my heart fluttering. There is a promise that one day I will make it.
There is a full ocean in my brain, filled with useless knowledge of your kisses. It wants to be released, to let go of the old cold sea and expand into a pond of calmness where even your eyes can’t shake it.
There is a whole world for me to see, a billion cities calling my name. My name is written in the stars, my eyes clouded in the drift, my voice springing in the air. There is a world without you. There is a world where I am first.
There is a city that nobody knows about in my heart, one I keep. It hoards secret memories of us dancing and I keep a constant lock on the jewelry box that is filled with your laughter. I poured gasoline and lit it on fire, watching as you burned with it. There is so much time. I just need to find people who are worth it.