He asks me if I would ever leave and for the first time, I hesitate
He asks me if I would ever leave and for the first time, I hesitate  kill me alone death pain love stories
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thomas
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Today I hugged his jacket for comfort, living my best life

He asks me if I would ever leave and for the first time, I hesitate

I would have to burn my skin because the linger of his fingertips is not something I can just wash off

I would have to delete the pictures, the videos, take his fingerprint off my phone, throw away the poems and suverniers from happier times, I would have to destroy my mind, blind myself to forget his face, stab my self in the ear so I couldn’t hear his voice, seal up my nose because his cologne is all I smell, cut off my tongue so I couldn’t say his name

I would have to go on without a heart because if you dusted it, his fingerprints would be the only thing on it I would have to ignore the friends so I wouldn’t have to discuss him. I would have to stay home because people tend to react when you’re half of a person

I would have to forget the plans, the rings, the baby bottles. I would have to forge myself a new heart out of the nothing you have left of me

I would have to let go off the i love you’s, the eyes closed kisses, the nights we stayed up and just talked, the smiles, the puns, the hugs, the butterflies. I would have to live my life without him, to feel that empty all the time, to feel nothing

No, I wouldn’t leave. I don’t want to die like that

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