Today i had the worst day ever, so ima write it out in a letter, i know they say never say never, but the world’s a sick joke and it never gets better.
Please walk a mile in my shoes, battered up, my feet feel bruised, holes in my soul let the rain in cold, enough to cloud a real good mood.
Damn i think i missed my bus, i guess i hit snooze too much, i cant bare to stare at the world out there, so i try my best not to wake up.
i live life from an office chair, building dreams that aren’t mine to share, from day to day, my goals fade away, for a future of which i don’t care.
At lunch my card was declined, i can feel eyes from all sides, but i spend to mend, a broken fence, that guards my fragile mind.
To chase them feel good highs, i keep on living lies, and replace a face with smiling grace, that masks my muffled cries.
No steps forward and two steps back, problems and issues seem to just stack, i lack the knack to begin to attack, i just need a rest like cardiac.
They say write a happier song, man i just write what’s going on, i find peace in release so i can unfreeze, and continue doing things wrong.
I’ve been down this road a few times, so i should’ve recognised the signs, but they’re left unread, i looked ahead, but i see no end through these eyes.
Maybe i’m just overthinking it all? maybe i just want a friend to call? but mates you state are all so great, are never around for the fall.
So i bottle up all my emotions, i drink until i cant control motions, then the top goes pop, and i unlock, thanks to the magic potion.
And so my eyes, they begin to leak, i punch my pillow to show i’m not weak, then rip the stitch to a million bits, holding my heart down onto my sleeve.
I soon get tired then i pass out, at least i have some peace for now, until i abuse snooze, put on my battered shoes, and sing the same old song by sundown.
It goes: Today i had the worst day ever, so ima write it out in a letter, i know they say never say never, but the world’s a sick joke and it never gets better.