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thejubilantone
thejubilantone 17, a positive wallflower writer
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how a life turned into a secret, dead with the bearer

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discomfort

discomfort turned to a lifestyle

inability to open up

inability to open up turned to personal rejection

with every passing day

with every passing day another brick is added

with every passing day another brick is added until now it's a fort.

disappointed,

i thought at least someone

i thought at least someone would care to look beyond,

day by day

day by day brick by brick

day by day brick by brick look at this fortress.

'there's nothing beyond

'there's nothing beyond just vast space'

'there's nothing beyond just vast space' so i've been told

it's not a stranger

it's not a stranger it's a best friend.

right behind the building

right behind the building an ocean lies

right behind the building an ocean lies dark and gloomy

blames and blames directed

blames and blames directed at me, also false assumptions

day by day

day by day brick by brick

day by day brick by brick they thought nothing goes on inside

hear me out then

with every passing second

with every passing second a mystical strong force

with every passing second a mystical strong force pushes me and i can't fight back

i'm getting closer

i'm getting closer to the vast unknown waters

i'm getting closer to the vast unknown waters i thought i'd catch up strength

but i was wrong

but i was wrong i was weak

but i was wrong i was weak i know now that i never will

because now i lay in the bottom

feet tied up

feet tied up heart locked up

feet tied up heart locked up lungs aching

feet tied up heart locked up lungs aching soul fighting

feet tied up heart locked up lungs aching soul fighting i'm suffocating

the waters, they're deep

the waters, they're deep they're dark, i can't see

the waters, they're deep they're dark, i can't see i'm looking for an escape

but as the last bit of air

but as the last bit of air exits my chest

but as the last bit of air exits my chest everything fades with darkness

i can't see if i try

i can't see if i try i can't feel if i want to

i can't see if i try i can't feel if i want to i'm slowly dying.

a dear thank you

a dear thank you for everyone who thought

a dear thank you for everyone who thought they were helping me open up

but you killed me

but you killed me the blames

but you killed me the blames the hurt

but you killed me the blames the hurt the burning flames

i couldn't fight them

i couldn't fight them and my fortress didn't help

i couldn't fight them and my fortress didn't help what if it wasn't here?

was there any chance

was there any chance that someone would notice

was there any chance that someone would notice a dying girl in the horizon

was there any chance that someone would notice a dying girl in the horizon pleading for a saviour?

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