December 24, 2017.
I apologize for last entry, not that you can see it...
I didn't mean what I said...
Okay maybe I did, maybe I still love you.
But I can't help it, you were the first one to introduce me to love.
Sometimes I wonder what I would be like if I didn't meet you...
Would I have met the right girl and married her?
Would I have married the wrong person, not knowing what love really was?
I don't know what to think anymore.
I don't know if I regret meeting you, or am glad.
I don't know,