Hello All! I am currently new to Commaful and I'm very excited to share my content on the recently discovered platform.
I do post on Tumblr and I will be more than happy to share my url with everyone! Please bear with me as I get used to posting on content on here.
I am re-posting from my bloggy Tumblr account and will continue to re-post content from there to here until I ma caught up. Enjoy!
Hello all! I hope you are all doing well and enjoying the rest of your night. I figured I would like to express a few things that have been recently on my mind.
I’ve been having a hard time concentrating on tasks for long periods, anxiety, disinterest, lack of motivation, and I just don’t know what I’m doing in life. So there’s that.
I’m Tamara and lately I’ve been struggling a lot with mental health and sometimes I feel like I’m in too deep.
Originally I started this blog because I got very excited about writing and sharing some of my own personal stories and experiences, in hopes that people enjoy reading them.
I knew this would be a risk in terms of the platform and content, but I decided to stick with it.
However, the loss of interest (in general, in life) has made it extremely difficult to concentrate and write about things that are important to me.
The past few weeks have been rough and I just feel like a really shitty version of a human being.
Although I wanted this to be filled with poetry and short essays, I also wanted to share other interests.
Which is why I started my happy sad playlist, I want to add more cooking related things to the blog, and take more photos.
I think in a weird way the unorganized content of this blog reflects a lot of problems that I’ve had since turning eighteen.
Once I was eighteen I was basically told that the next couple of years of being and adult will only involve school and work. A lot of it does involve school and word.
If you’re lucky you meet people who you want to spend time with and love.
Although I am grateful to have met awesome people, having had a job, and be able to afford school I often find myself being spread thin.
I feel like I have to give myself to everyone and everything. Recently I feel like I don’t know who I am as a person. I’ve been sinking into these feelings of hopelessness and doubt.
I truly believed this blog would help and motivate me to create, but with the current summer heat, these feelings, and mood swings I just feel empty.
However and although I am fully aware of the lack of following I have on this blog, I really do hope someone will come across it and maybe feel less alone.
My ultimate goal is to make myself feel better and to hopefully have some positive impact among others.