I used to joke around saying The sun waits for him to lecture me and night is around the corner to hide my tears
Jokes apart, what goes behind the scenes is that:
I messed up in the day and he is around with the fix.
I cried in the night and he is around with the hugs and smiles.
Before I met him I was always there everywhere but never present! All sound was white noise to me.
you should get the hang of how the after part goes by now :P
I can list a hundred more things and the same hundred I do for him.
I can list a hundred more things he did for me and the same hundred I do for him.
Now comes the question of the title How do I tell him that I love him?
Don't you think I have tried English?
He can't understand me! Cause he is out already on a date with tom collins!!
He is dying actually and ..
No, you don't understand what I feel like every time I look at him.
Now how do I tell him?
Should I try killing myself too?
I don't think he will notice, but....
this way I don't have to watch him fade away from me slowly.