Long-Awaited
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stfukateyI am a tiny person who writes big words
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This poem is a really raw, personal one for me, pertaining to a past relationship I had. I have only read this to about two of my close friends. I thought posting it here would give me some closure. A way to vent. Please enjoy, thank you for reading. xx

Long-Awaited

By Katey Zmijewski (@stfukatey)

I have been waiting a year to write this poem.

A poem to you, about you.

But don't you dare think this poem was written for you.

Because darling, you don't deserve my careless glance, no less the grace of my pen.

My pen,

an object you laughed at because how can a pen become a passion? I have been waiting a year to write this poem

Because nobody knows what really happened.

You were always there to twist my words against me.

No surprise since you always managed to twist soft 'I love yous' to harsh 'I belong to yous'.

Twisting my words against me like you twisted my body

against yours in the back of your BMW.

I have been waiting a year to write this poem,

Because the word 'no' to you was feminist propaganda,

keeping you from what you thought you 'deserved'

I have been waiting a year to write this poem because

you were always there never letting me let go because you couldn't let it go.

I hope I left a bad taste in your mouth.

I hope you feel pangs of guilt every time you twist our story around because

Nobody Knows What Really Happened

and you used that to your advantage.

I have been waiting a year to write this poem,

but I still kept all your secrets.

I just wish you did the same with mine.

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stfukateyI am a tiny person who writes big words
a year agoReply
@robmcn That's really lovely thank you for sharing :) <3

stfukateyI am a tiny person who writes big words
a year agoReply
@shinelikestars1 Thank you so much <3

a year agoReply
The poem caused me to remember my grandmother. Once when I was really hurt, she just gently smiled and said. You are good, you are kind. And, this too will pass…

shinelikestars1shy but ready to try
a year agoReply
I relate to this piece on a personal level, and to that you've only read it to a few close friends. Im in the same boat with my stuff. Good job :')

stfukateyI am a tiny person who writes big words
a year agoReply
@turnmypages @shannonday Thank you so much for reading my poem and for your kind support! :) <3

turnmypagesBronze CommaFrustrated writer and guitarist.
a year agoReply
This is just great :) great job

shannondayjust a little heartbroken
a year agoReply
Crap, man, This is real and raw. I feel this on a spiritual level. Beautiful<3 Get that closure, girl.

stfukateyI am a tiny person who writes big words
a year agoReply
@jeremiah @emmahernndez Thank you for reading and for your kind words :) <3

a year agoReply
this is such a fantastic post. thank you sharing your heart with us

emmahernndezBronze CommaI love kind people. INFP.
a year agoReply
This was amazing. The way you express it... your rage put into the words. Really emotional. I loved it.