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As I Sit up in this room, contemplating suicide Should I Let this rope hang, should i let this trigger fly And blow my brains to the sky Cause, honestly, who'd really miss me if i died Probably just my family Fake people say they would, but they'd just forget about me I guess thats why i feel alone Fakin like im textin everytime you see me on my phone This is deep, and im only 17 years old But its somethin on my mind that needs to be told Cause this depressions got me filled up with doubt Anyone who's ever been through this I hope you feel me out Let the blood flow out my veins And hope to get my troubles out Man, im so distressed, Feelin like i could cry a river out So let these tears fill this tub of blood Emotionless from all the drugs, yeah And if its my time to let go And if its that time that i should go I hope you remember me I hope you remember me Please don't take it personally I didn't mean to hurt your feelings I hope you remember me, I hope you remember me, yeah, As i sit up in this room, comtemplating suicide Should i end my pain and make my whole family cry Well, thats the only thing thats stoppin' me If it hadnt been for them, I'd end my life instantly I'm not tryin to complain' just wanna end the pain, im bout to go insane I'm stuck up in this river, that tries to push me down I swim againt the current I'm currently feelin down Matter fact, i'm bout to drown Please help me stay afloat I'm feelin up and feelin down Like im rockin on a boat Man this life just not a joke, The devils on my shoulder, So I try to brush him off But i cant relieve this stress I stray away from life And i come closer to my death I feel it breathin' over me I feel it takin' over me So if i take my own life I pray that i go peacefully

As I Sit up in this room, contemplating suicide

Should I Let this rope hang, should i let this trigger fly

And blow my brains, to the sky

Cause, honestly, who'd really miss me if I died

Probably just my family

Fake people say they would, but they'd just forget about me

I guess thats why I feel alone

Fakin like im textin everytime you see me on my phone

This is deep, and im only 17 years old

But its somethin on my mind that needs to be told

Cause this depressions got me filled up with doubt

Anyone who's ever been through this i hope you feel me out

Let the blood flow out my veins

And hope to get my troubles out

Man im so distressed,

Feelin like i could cry a river out

So let these tears fill this tub of blood

Emotionless from all the drugs, yeah

And if its my time to let go

And if its that time that i should go

I hope you remember me,

I hope you remember me,

yeah,

As i sit up in this room, contemplating suicide

Should i end my pain and make my whole family cry

Well, thats the only thing thats stoppin' me

If it hadn't been for them

I'd end my life instantly

I'm not tryin to complain

Just wanna end the pain, im 'bout to go insane

I'm stuck up in this river, that tries to push me down

i swim against the current

I'm currently feelin' down

Matter fact, im bout to drown

Please help me stay afloat

I'm feelin up and feelin down

Like i'm rockin' on a boat

Man, this life just not a joke,

But i try to laugh it off

The devils on my shoulder

So i try to brush him off

but i can't relieve this stress

i stray away from life

And i come closer to my death

I feel it breathin' over me

i feel it takin' over me

So if i take my own life

I pray that I go peacefully

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