Death should be scary
Shouldn't death be scary? But why didn't I realize it when I was younger, when people near me was dropping like autumn leaves.
Normally when someone passes away, you'd be sad and cry, but I didn't know what death was, I help my weaping friend and stared at the memorial. I was 6
At this point I understood, but losing another friend to cancer hits you hard , finally understand what happened, I cried hard into my friends lap. this time it was a close teacher. I was 10
I'm fully aware of death and his intentions, but why me? I lost so much yet it keeps going. Now it was my grandma. I was 16. But this time, I did not cry, but why?
Almost 4th death
I am now 18 and I'm suffering, I want death, I crave it. I'm in pain and have a heart disease, my mother cried, and my father was speechless. But I sat quiet, knowing this would happen.