for the longest time.

for the longest time,

for the longest time, i thought i was at my safest place.

for the longest time, i thought i was at my safest place. that you would be the only one,

for the longest time, i thought i was at my safest place. that you would be the only one, that would make me happy,

for the longest time, i thought i was at my safest place. that you would be the only one, that would make me happy, when i hear my phone chime.

for the longest time,

for the longest time, i have convinced myself,

for the longest time, i have convinced myself, that nothing would ever top—

for the longest time, i have convinced myself, that nothing would ever top—what i have felt for you.

for the longest time,

for the longest time, i have wondered,

for the longest time, i have wondered, why can't i feel that special feeling.

for the longest time,

for the longest time, i knew i was longing for something.

and after that longest time,

and after that longest time, i have found my haven.

written by starredaisies