It's been awhile
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spadezealousMade in space with alongside the stars
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I was thinking about these past two years and decided to be a bit dramatic

It's been awhile

by spadezealous

It's been awhile since I've thought back to when I had a chance to act, and wished I'd been more violent than I was,

Or since I've been so happy it felt like the joy was physically building up in my lungs, slowly choking me.

It's been awhile since I couldn't possibly imagine myself being more fulfilled in life, because I was constantly on cloud nine,

And It's been awhile since I've really had a meaningful conversation with anyone.

It's been awhile since I've felt the need to apologize about something someone had a problem with me doing.

It's been quite some time since I've spoken to one of my friends.

It's been awhile since I've really laughed.

I can't recall the last time I've really felt like myself.

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