it seems as if it was thousandths of miles away;
that would be, for the most part the truth;
undoubtedly it is quite far;
not only is it far in distance but in time too.
You know it very well;- so do I,... we know it,
As the heart speeds, the clock slows,
minutes turned into hours, body trembling.-
I know it,.. Its far away... you know it too,-
knowledge brings no relief
It seems no matter where I go, it follows
you know it, I know it,
But really... we don't know....
as far as it seemed I was always there
How could I not be, how could I even leave,
why cant I leave...?
As I bombard my mind with questions,
I get up from my stool and go make a cup of coffee