I really hate it when you pull my heartstrings. You do it so often. Every single day that goes by, I fall deeper in love with you. I'm past the point where it hurts to be with or without you.
I'm past the point where I lay awake at night thinking about you. I'm past the point of feeling despair at whether or not you'll continue to like me. I know that we are now inseparable.
They say that as time wears on you're bound to lose interest. Your love will never be as passionate as it was when you first met. I don't believe that in the slightest.
If you are with someone you truly love, from the bottom of your heart, you will never stop loving them. Screw whether or not it's 'true love' or any of that crap. I know I love you.
Not once has that love diminished. I rue the day of which I feel anything for you that isn't this love.
I honestly don't care if you don't love me the same way I love you, even though you tell me so. When I'm with you, my heart wants to jump out of my chest.
I want to hug you, kiss you, hold you tight and never let go. I know the day will come when we will eventually be separated. Thats precisely why I can't be without you.
I truly believe that a life without you is one not worth living. I'm selfish. I want to die before you. I couldn't bear the fact that you might die.
Even thinking about it makes me well with tears. More than anything I want you to live. If I lost you, I would jump off a cliff. That isn't just something I'm saying.
If for whatever reason you die first, I will die the same day. I don't expect to be reunited after death. Even though I have no way of knowing what's next, I just don't think that's probable.
Getting to spend a literal eternity with each other just sounds too good to be true. It's as impossible as receiving any large sum of wealth with no strings attached.
I just don't see it happening. What we have right now is enough for me. But knowing we have a limited amount of time just makes me want to make the most of it.
When I say I love you, please don't take those words lightly. It's not just something I say. It's something I mean. With every single cell in my body. Promise.