But that arrow comes back, it’s now fear. It’s to good to be true. You take anything as a push away and you go into a protective mode of your heart. Your mind is spinning and your body aches as the pain is unbearable. What did I do wrong, what is wrong with me keeps playing my head.
So you push them away, as don’t know what else to do too protect yourself. Then after time you may of ruined a wonderful relationship because of your fear. Is not rejection it’s your fear to find happiness and joy. Only if I could reverse time and go back and take back the awful words I said.
I wish I could go back and kept their information... but no I didn’t... fear took over and deleted them right out of my life. What would I say? What would you say to the person that pushed you away? What words of kindness and assurance can one give? Is there a way back?