I'm halfway to half hearted

I'm halfway to half hearted as I fall behind.

And whole days turn into

And whole days turn into the holes in my mind.

See though I'm bearing witness

See though I'm bearing witness I'm doing it blind.

I see the naked eye's truth

I see the naked eye's truth hard to find.

The rest just blurs together.

I think it will forever.

But somewhere in the chaos

But somewhere in the chaos I’m Machina ex Deus.

So find me out in Bedlam.

Where I found myself.

Where I found myself. Though I still feel bad

Where I found myself. Though I still feel bad for the times I can't help.

I'm still a little fucked up

I'm still a little fucked up and I can admit,

There's just no magical fix to this shit.

So some days I'm a nightmare.

A horse in the dark.

A horse in the dark. Running at full speed away from my heart.

But others I'm a daydream.

But others I'm a daydream and though it seems abrupt,

But others I'm a daydream and though it seems abrupt, At times the dream makes me not want to get up.

So every day I wake up,

So every day I wake up, I wake up trying to make up,

For it one by one. Like it could be done.