do you ever get called something that sticks in your mind, even days after?
i got called desperate.
and i don't know why it hurt so much.
but, when i was called desperate, i cried, and i scratched at my arms, and before i knew it,
my body was red.
i wasn't bleeding, my nails aren't long enough for it.
but, i was red all over.
and, i haven't gotten the word 'desperate' out of my head since.
i guess i really am desperate.
desperate desperate desperate.
that's what you called me.
and you're right, i am desperate.
and i'm sorry.