I Still Love You: Part 2

What's wrong with me?

I can't stop feeling so nervous

Nervous

To the point of exhaustion

Nervous

Struggling for an answer

I thought I felt confident in myself...

I thought I felt confident in myself... so

Why do I feel this way?

I came all this way just for her

I came all this way just for her, but it doesn't feel like that anymore

It feels like

The butterflies in my stomach are waiting to fly out

Coming back brings up bad memories

Memores of me trying to escape this dillusion

A fansity created by my own insanity

My insecurities taking on their own personality

I didn't feel in control

No

I wasn't in control

It felt like

It felt like I

It felt like I was my worst enemy

And....

And.... I was

Leaving helped me mend my self back together

Solve life's puzzle

And realize what I really want

Which is to see her

I will face my insecurities head on

I will accept the past for what it was

I will rememer the tragedies I left behind

I

Will

Do

Anything

Just to see her again

In the meantime

It's time I stop living in the past

And

Start

Living

In

The

Present

Sincerely, me 😊

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