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sinbia
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Sometimes I feel like I'm spending all my time waiting for you, watching you live out your college life, watching you party with friends and have fun while I wait and wait for you to come home. I feel like I'm going to have to wait for you my whole life. Sometimes I feel like it's not fair to me.

Long distance

Sometimes I feel like I'm spending all my time waiting for you, watching you live out your college life, watching you party with friends and have fun while I wait and wait for you to come home.

I feel like I'm going to have to wait for you my whole life. Sometimes I feel like it's not fair to me.

I ask myself why am I doing this why am I in a relationship with time, just for a kiss? just to be held for the night you finally come back? just to wait until we're finally together?

why do I devote all my time to you when you aren't even here. I feel like I'm being played. Making me wait for you, wanting this relationship but knowing you can't always focus on us.

You're living your life. I'm waiting to live mine with you. I'm selfish but you're obsessed. I'm myself when I'm with you but you're never here so I'm someone else.

I'm in an elevator that keeps going, waiting for the floor you're on. It feels like I'll be waiting forever to reach you. You've gotten so careless with me. Thinking I'll wait for you.

Thinking I'll never leave because you have me hooked. I could leave if I wanted to. I couldn't tell you what makes me want to wait for you. Why I want to please you so badly.

Why I put you first and not myself. Why I wait for you to call me back. Why I get jealous when you go out. Why you drive me mad. Why I want you to break up with me so I can stop waiting.

I hate that I love you. Then you call and everything's fine. I don't hate that I love you. I love that I'm in love with you. I love to wait for you and hear your voice. You're everything to me.

Then I hang up because I still hate that I love you. I tear out this page and crumble it up. But then I reach for it and open it up when you call me back.

Then I want you to hang up because I hate your friends. You tell them you love them, like you tell me you love me. You call there home, but I thought I was home.

I watch you brush your teeth while I write on this crumbled paper, overthinking like always. Somethings off. Nothings off, everything is fine as it is. As it is. I am yours and you are mine.

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