You are a very special person to me.
I already feel lost and disoriented since I haven't seen you in a long time.
You always brought a smile to my face.
Even thinking of you right now while writing this, is making me smile.
I don't ever want to lose you ...ever... I'm afraid to lose you.
Losing you will make me weaker, I can't imagine a world with out you.
Lately I've been "okay" but just because I know you're still around, and that in the future, I would be able to see you (I hope)
I know that If god ever decides to take you early... He might as well take me too.