where did all the happiness go? why can I no longer smile without pain?
why can't I remember the good without the bad?
how can I feel their PAIN, when it is not my own?
"think happy thoughts" they say, I ask "how, when there are none I can recall?"
A/N: guys I saw Avengers Endgame today if you are wondering what inspired this... all I feel is emptiness right now so I probably wont update Perfect Life until I can feel my emotions again.