'Mommy'

Mommy,

I'm sorry I couldn't help you

Maybe if I pretend to be sick that day

None of this wold have happened

Mommy,

I know your hurt, and it's okay

But I still wish I was there to stand between you and him

You even said it yourself

He would never hurt me

Mommy,

I know its scary for you,

I've seen you cry in your sleep

the galaxy's on your skin tell the whole story

Mommy,

I still feel sick

I can't eat and i'm watching myself evaporate

Sleeping is hard when all I do is vomit

It's still so hard

You've told me time doesn't heal all wounds

and I'm sure you're right now

Mommy,

I'm sorry

Sometimes I wonder

'If I was never born, would this have happened'

I never wanted him to hurt you

I never wanted this

I know you can tell I cant't sleep,

and I really am falling apart.

I love you.