I spent my days reading about these poets and artist.
trying to learn how to even cope with their problems and life. Hoping that this will advice will help me in someway or another..
I read so much on Artists whom did so much with themselves
then i will possibly ever do, Some dealing with the same issues as me and they were during their lives.
hoping maybe it could help me in some way shape or form.
Wishing that some of them can help me with what i am feeling when in reality they maybe could not help me when they were struggling with their own problems.
their lives seem more interesting them mine.
maybe one day my life will be interesting..