To Be With You
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sarahsmiles168verifiedFind me on Wattpad: SarahattheDisco168
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Sometimes when you love someone, all you care about is their happiness... But how about when they're not yours to prioritize anymore, yet you still love them...

To Be With You

by sarahsmiles168

When we were together, everything else didn't seem to matter.

It was just you and me...

With my world revolving around you, and no one else...

My heart practically pumping just for you, no one else...

And all my love was given to you, no one else.

But for you...

It wasn't the same.

Because why else would you be with him instead?

Be happy with him?

Laugh with him...

Smile with him, wider as you have ever been with me..

... I know I shouldn't take this whole thing too deeply,

When in the very first start my only priority was your happiness...

And even still now even when you're not mine...

But why is it when I see you happy with him...

All I could wish is for you to stop what you're feeling...

And realize I could've done so much better....

And I know I'm selfish for thinking of it like that....

But I would never hurt you like everybody else...

I would always love you, have my heart be your shield...

Maybe I'm just intoxicated by the thought of you with someone else...

But everything just reminds me of you...

I could try to move on just like you did...

But it's never that easy...

Never....

All my friends said I would be able to walk away from this torment,

And I too believe I will....

But until then....

All I could think to myself is how I was so insanely happy with you,

When you were still mine at that....

And just think to myself,

"I'm still in love with you..."

But you're out there, living a paradise with someone else...

And maybe I should just listen to everyone else...

But I know true love doesn't listen to anyone else...

And it just tells itself when enough is enough...

So by that, I'll just have to wait...

But if he breaks your heart...

I'll be here,

With open arms, waiting....

Accepting you back whenever....

But for now, I'll just to have wait...

While seeing you be with him....

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sarahsmiles168VerifiedFind me on Wattpad: SarahattheDisco168
3 months agoReply
@aknier Thank you so much and believe it or not I've never been in a relationship before, this was all purely caused from being inspired by a song to be honest haha but I am so sorry for your breakup with your ex. Hope things get better soon enough as you said and I will take your advice for the future when I myself get into a relationship and get my heart broken, which is inevitable. But either way. Thank you again and all love xxx

sarahsmiles168VerifiedFind me on Wattpad: SarahattheDisco168
3 months agoReply
@LunaGrimm thank you so much and I am so sorry for whatever you been through. It will get better soon.

aknierGifted WriterOkay yeah I write romance
4 months agoReply
I don't know if you wrote from personal experience or not but holy crap you hit the nail on the head. I almost never comment but your story gave me a reason to. I went through a devastating breakup, and it felt like your wrote that story about me and my ex. Beautiful job, you captured heartbreak perfectly. And if this is from personal experience, my breakup was over a year ago, and while I'm not completely healed, I can promise it does get better, even if saying that sounds like BS. Beautiful. Xx

LunaGrimmBronze CommaJust an ordinary space kid.
4 months agoReply
This hurts so good and was written better off than anything I've held in for her these last several months.

sarahsmiles168VerifiedFind me on Wattpad: SarahattheDisco168
4 months agoReply
@bernardtwindwil thank you so much!

bernardtwindwilGold CommaGranddad & story teller, tomthepo8.com
4 months agoReply
This post was so lugubrious that I felt like a weight was placed on my chest. Great post!!!