Why did I have to have you as my dad?
You never really cared for me.
You just use me to your advantage and then toss me to the side.
You don't even know my favorite food or the friends I have.
You don't even know that I've given up on you.
I've given up on this fantasy I have where you are good and are always there for me.
Where you actually talk to me and try to get to know me without any gains from it.
A version where you accept me for me and don't compare me to others.
So thank you for shaping me into the independent, untrusting person I am today.
Because I'd never have been able to be that if you were a good, loving father.