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But lovie-cakes…

But lovie-cakes…

But lovie-cakes…

How else

How else would I

How else would I get out

How else would I get out to play?

How else would I get out to play?

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h o w e l s e

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...

I walk around

and I'm afraid

and I'm afraid

What if my lungs

won't ever fill the day

won't ever fill the day

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It went too far

p e r h a p s g l o o m

c l a i m e d

m y h e a r t

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M A E R C S

a n d

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s h o w y o u

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I'm fine.

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If only I could tell you how I feel

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I want to tell you how much I care

show you that I’m still here

but I can’t find the words

so I’ll just

r e m a i n

S I L E N T

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n e v e r f o r g e t

t h e f i r s t t i m e

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...

I have so much to tell you

but you have no time to listen

so I sit here

s m i l i n g

l a u g h i n g

w i s h i n g I h a d

j u s t a m o m e n t

o f y o u r t i m e

...

At some point

we all wish to be saved

we look outside to

feel seen & redeemed

b u t

we are destined to be crushed

disappointed by the reality

t h a t

alone and misunderstood

is only soul crushing

u n t i l i t' s not

Why smile; say I’m fine?

i s n o t

m y f e e l i n g

i n s i d e

why do I wear

l o o n g s l e e v e s

to cover the body

G O D g a v e M E

What the

do I need to say

So you realize

this is not your life

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But that you are

But that you are responsible

But that you are responsible for the innocence

I n y o u

I n y o u

How do I get you

How do I get you to understand that

How do I get you to understand that you are only given a cross

Y O U

C A N Y O U

C A R R Y C A N Y O U

That the bigger it is

the s t r o n g e r you are

s u p p o s e d t o b e

How do I make you understand it will be

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The day you uplift

the life of a being

lagging just a few steps

B e h i n d y o u

I w a n t t o

g i v e u p

s o b a d

b u t I k n o w

I m u s t

k e e p

g o i n g

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Because if I'm above i t a l l

who

who will

who will do

who will do m y

who will do m y p a r t

who will do m y p a r T O

T O C H A N G E

T H E W O R L D

Sweetie the truth is

If you want to check out

Y O U

C A N Y O U

B u t y o u ' l l c o m e b a c k

d o i t t o a g a i n

And us?

we’ll love you

all the same

t h a t

w o n’ t

c h a n g e

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I can't give you

a reason to live

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That is for you T O

I m a g i n e

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to give me a reason to live

to tell me

it's going to be alright

now I know

I need to live for

m y s e l f I need to live for

f o r m y

f u t u r e

n o w I k n o w

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f l e s y m

s g t' o I i n g

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s g t' o I i n g t o b e

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A L R I G H T