There is only one thing I can not live without and that is learning
The impulse in me is so strong, I seem unable to care about the normal
It makes others be either fascinated or weirdly affected
I need immense amounts of stimuli to feel whole and fulfilled
The best source is other people, but I can't get myself to trust
I realized that even if you can't trust others as much as you would like, you can still relate to their potential and work to improve it
It's hard to explain because I am once more reaching a tipping point in my growth.
As it happens I can feel all sort of contrasting and intense emotions in my body, one after the other.
Sometimes I let them have it's way. I call their bluff, so to speak. That usually ends up in some sort of a mess that I then need to clean up
But that is fine because I enjoy cleaning up my mess and I don't have the slightest issue when it comes to admitting my own faults.