I feel it; the excruciating pain. Driving the thoughts in my head, It came, then refused to relent. How can my mind feel so dead?
Resistance is impossible, I cannot escape These ideas that tempt fate. Just one, I thought, but I forgot, Forgot I’m here - that it’s too late.
No more agony, no more pain, It’s all better, now I’ve left this place. No more worries, no more shame, My mind is soaring; of hurt, there’s no trace.
In this state, I can forget, misplace Everything that caused my daze. In this state, I can lose, escape The feeling of that haze.
The beat of my blood, it hastens, My body failing. I am not really there, unaware Even while my heart is bailing.
The empty feeling consumes all; No more happiness, no more sorrow. Everything that I had It’s gone, I’ve no more time to borrow.