I can't remember a time
where I wasn't pining for a girl
who didn't like me back.
"Thank you. You were the first girl
to ever make me feel like
I could be in a relationship."
How lame are those words?
How pitiful can a guy get?
What an awkward thing to say to the girl you like!
Uphold your code. Follow your rule.
"Don't put any unnecessary pressure on her."
But what am I supposed to say to get her to see me?
See me like you see him.
Wear that smile when you talk to me.
I wear it for you, after all.
I would compete for you, but then I just think:
"I don't deserve her if I let jealousy fuel me."
But maybe I'm just a coward. Too scared to try.
But God has me on a path, right? His path?
He performs sudden miracles and unexpected blessings.
I'll meet the one for me in due time.
I hope. I pray.
I hope. I pray. I plead.