Finding solace in loneliness
Lying to myself I do confess
Slowly cleaning up this mess
I’ll quit bitching, I digress
Mind is racing
Hard to sleep
Can’t stop pacing
Take the leap
Try to be better
Works a bit
Slow, steady
Still not ready
Writhing, shaking
Slowly breaking
Thinking too much
Gotta say something
Can’t let it out
Turns into nothing
Try again soon
Still no reply
Stare at the moon
In the night sky
Wait a bit more
It hasn’t been long
Mi...
I’m like ice cream
You’re like tea
Somehow you mean so much to me
We are different
And we’re the same
My conscious is the one to blame
My hopes got high
And now they’re low
I’m taking time to learn and grow
Come July you’ll finally see
The person I...
Piecing it back together
5 years, long time
Whiskey, numbness
I’m a child’s toothache from 70 years ago
Whining, groaning
Said you’d bother me
You don’t and that sucks
Getting old, thinking
Maybe I should be bold
The wound is too fresh
Maybe I’ll w...
Better than
Anything before
Anything since
Losing all sense
What should I do next
Don’t push hard
Don’t be soft
Wasting your time
Or maybe not
Who knows
No reply, no reassurance
Worth it, though
Worth the lines
Worth the minutes
Worth waiting ...