I’m gassing my lungs with toxic smoke
trying to poison what traces are left of you.
Not long now
surely my system will be rid of you soon.
that my skin forgets to crave your touch
and my ears no longer search for your voice.
Tell me how to stop dreaming of the stars burning in your eyes.
Darling I let you sew your seeds in the deepest parts of me
but now your flowers are spreading disease
am forgetting how to breathe.