Shower of Sadness

drip

drip drop

drip

drip drop

wish I could step into another reality

wish I could step into another reality as easily as I can step into the shower

i have no power

i have no power, no,

i have no power, no, there's no guarantee (that)

I ' l l b e f i n e

the pleasant words

the pleasant words, so hopeful

the pleasant words, so hopeful, taste bitter in my mouth

a lie

a lie that I wish would come true

I ' l l b e f i n e

drip

drip drop

my tears mix with the droplets of water pouring on my head

my tears mix with the droplets of water pouring on my head drip

my tears mix with the droplets of water pouring on my head drip drop

my tears mix with the droplets of water pouring on my head drip drop as I watch my blood (that's only visible to me) go down the drain

my body can be cleansed with water and soap

my body can be cleansed with water and soap drip

my body can be cleansed with water and soap drip drop

my body can be cleansed with water and soap drip drop but not my mind, which has seen and thought unforgettable things

the sound of the warm water relaxes me

the sound of the warm water relaxes me drip

the sound of the warm water relaxes me drip drop

the sound of the warm water relaxes me drip drop but too bad it fails to drown out the things I have heard

this shower gave me a respite much needed from this life of mine

this shower gave me a respite much needed from this life of mine drip

this shower gave me a respite much needed from this life of mine drip drop

this shower gave me a respite much needed from this life of mine drip drop but what kind of life is this if I'm not truly living, just yearning for it to begin?

drip

drip drop

drip

drip drop

I ' l l b e f i n e