If I had even half of a heart, could I still feel this much remorse?
If I had even half of a heart, could I still feel this much remorse? insanity stories
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The love of the illness to the patient.

If I had even half of a heart, could I still feel this much remorse?

by rancelandstrong

Is it the pain that makes me? Or the way I push away?

I've never wanted anything other than to strangle you with my bare hands, I've never wanted anything other than to make love to you, make you happy, Give you a carefree world to live in.

Why do I hate you with all the nothingness of my heart? Yet,

I love you with all of it too. What is this? Is it you? Is it me? I want to vomit when I see your face, and all the same I'm hunched over dry heaving and smiling because you came to see me.

You are my world and my suicide attempt all in one.

When I'm angry screaming at you because you're breathing, alive, seconds later I'm curled in your arms so relieved you're here, heart beating. Is this love? Who are you, anyway? Why are you....

So happy? You must be fake, because my heart isn't real.

I can't feel these emotions, you must be fake. When you look in the attached mirror, I don't see myself.

Oh, how could I forget…….I’m not real.

I must've been so annoying, Driving you insane with your own insanity! I'm Sorry

I'm from YOUR imagination!

Now it makes sense. You are real, being tormented by me, your own Self. I was the voices, the apparitions, You are the crazy one, not me. How..........befitting. Silly, almost.

We hate each other, but I love you.

I am your sickness, you are my victim. This is why I have no heart, because it's yours. When you look in the mirror, it's all you, just without the smile. How can I be happy if you are?

You never smiled, though. Always cried. Because of me.

Am I the embodiment of your insanity, or just a product? Kill yourself, end this for both of us. It hurts you doesn't it? To see me? To be you? Do it. Do it. Do it. Do it. Do it. Do it. Do it

Now you're crying. How weak you are, can't you do anything?

TEARS IN MY EYES DON'T LISTEN TO ME I'M CRAZY I LOVE YOU HOW I LOVE YOU DON'T ROB THIS WORLD OF YOURSELF BECAUSE OF ME Don't do it. Don't do it.Don't do it.Don't do it.Don't do it.Don't do it.

I'm begging of you, hate me and love me.

I'm yours whether you like it or not. You've never touched me I wish you've never seen me. Start your medicine now. Forget about me. I want to hurt you, I want to save you from yourself.

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