It's something you won't ever really understand. Not unless you have it. It's paralyzing.
Mental illness is something that takes over your life, you feel like nothings right, nothing will ever work out again.
Mental illness controls you, sometimes you have good days, then it all crashes down on you. It brings you to the bathroom floor, crying in the middle of school.
Mental illness is something we learn to live with, though we don't want to. There are those moments where your mind is clear and you can focus and breathe just okay.
Those are the moments I live for, they help me know it'll be okay. You should know. You'll be okay.