i think i forgot to take my pills today
because i swear somebody just slammed a car door behind me
why else would my ears be ringing and my body jumping
unless that was simply the sound of my neck snapping.
as my brain body dis- connects and every- thing looks like a circle be- cause it all whizzes past me my body can't respond
because yes that was the sound of my neck snapping.
Maybe i just rolled my head back too hard in agony tragic forget-mistake
'take these everyday'
'you might feel like yourself'
what a thought.
This can't be me- i've cried three times today, please
someone tell me why i can't sleep without dreaming …
because i always have to wake up.