Awful , disgust on me .
My ruthless lies turn up to to destroy my life now .
As everything comes together now .
It feels dead inside .
Brutal statements thrown on me .
The talks keep disturbing the inner soul , which is getting more lifeless .
deadly glares and discourteous talks is all what I see and hear .
Once I was wicked now they are .
Slowly things seem to mean something .
I regret everything I did now .
But still the hope that everything will be back to normal won't happen forever .
I know that I am the victim now .