A quarter that I want to fill

I saw everything in my life .

But it is like I did not see a quarter of it in my life .

It is like I am losing , lagging down ,or in a simple way I am getting fooled by my own heart .

I feel like something is there that I can reach it but can not see it .

I can imagine it is something magical but does not have powers , a star but not living in the space , colorful but in my feelings .

I am feeling like I can reach my dreams with it . I can become a star .

Thinking what it is while I gazed on the stars .

I was having a type of feeling that can not be explained .

After having the that type of feeling I just got something in my mind .

The thought was making me feel like a shining star .

And now I got to know whatever I am .

And now I got to know whatever I am . I am a star by myself .

My own thoughts make me a star shining through my body .