Forever...
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Forever...

by potatoesarefab

Jackson was my first and last love...

I've always loved him. And I wouldn't stop loving him until the day I would die. I promised myself I would try live long to be there for him. To see him love me back too...

Yes... you got that right.

He doesn't love me. He loves my bestfriend. It hurts...

But I got to the point wherein I was so depressed

I sulked around my room. Not eating. Not doing anything. Just simply crying... I know I sound desperate but I just want to let Jackson go. But it was impossible. It's so hard to forget someone..

Someone who gave you so much to remember...

But one day. What shocked me was that... Jackson confessed his feelings for me. He loves me too... All along.

We went on dates and hanged out...

Those were my two years of happiness... Yes... we dated that long. But not until...

He broke up with me.

I felt so weak and sad because all those two years were wasted. So I turned to leave...

But he stopped me.

He pulled me close to his chest, hugging me and whispering "I love you"

Then... he kneeled in front of me and asked for my hand...

Overjoyed... I accepted and hugged him...

Four days before my wedding with him...

I was diagnosed with some deadly disease. Not just some disease but it's myelogenous leukemia. It was so sad... I was dying. I can't live long...

I can't stay with him... just like I promised to.

Jackson heard about this a went to my hospital room and burst in, crying. I smiled at him sadly, and hushed him. I told him to love and live again.

To move on from me... even though it hurts.

I didn't want to die... I wanted to live. To love and live with him. To grow old with him... but I can't...

Four days later... we got married... but the thought of me..

Of me leaving him still haunted me.

One year later... I had twins with my Jackson.

But the thought of leaving them... haunted me in my daily life. I was dying everyday. Each day, the pain grows stronger and stronger. But I fought back. I fought for my life. I fought for THEM.

But one day... I felt so weak

I couldn't fight any longer. Every brave cell in my body disappeared... just like that. I told Jackson that I was tired and that I wanted to sleep. He probably got my message and cried so hard.

For the last time... I fought back.

I fought and I hugged him. I patted his head and told him to let me go. We cried together after that.

Then, I felt sleepiness take over me..

"I am so tired now, love. I have to go..." I whispered to him.

I felt him shake his head

And I felt his tears bursting out... I know he was hurt to see me hurt..

"Dont worry... I will come look for you when I come back..."

"See you in our next lives, Jackson. I love you, I will love you and I will never stop loving you... I will look for you in our next lives... Even if it takes me forever... I will look for you,"

I whispered to him...

"You better be back... In the next life... I would never let you go ever..." he said and I know that he agreed.

"Say my goodbye to our kids, love, I promise, I'll be back,"

And I meant that. I felt him nod and I smiled. And I closed my eyes...

And fell asleep...

Forever....

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5 months agoReply
@karaalways4ever thank you~~

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5 months agoReply
I think, I'm going to cry!!!!!!!!!!!!! That was so Emotional!!!!!!

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5 months agoReply
@emheart_mayol03 thankssss emmieeee

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5 months agoReply
@unicornbae awww... thank you

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5 months agoReply
OMG..... I CRIED AT YOUR STORY

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6 months agoReply
@bernardtwindwil thank you so much :)

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6 months agoReply
@bcbaioretto hahaha... love you best... thanks :)

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6 months agoReply
@tdog16 that's sad to know... but thank you so much :)

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6 months agoReply
@LostInMyDreams thank you so much :)

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6 months agoReply
Such a great story. Keep writing.