In Real Life

Someone told me how they loved that I was so out there

That I said everything

Even things that are personal to me

But, I'm far from confident in real life

In real life, I don't post on Instagram because I feel as if someone would judge me for it

In real life, I don't coment on posts because I feel as if someone would judge me for it

In real life, I don't read anyone my poetry because it's too personal

In real life, I never tell anyone anything

In real life, I feel judged

In real life, I feel hated

In real life, I'm basically shy

But, here, someone thought I was so out there

I was so honest

I'm not in real life

But, here I am

I love that

No one judges me for how often I post

No one judges me for what I post

No one scoffs at me

No one tells me discouraging things

Here I can be me

Unlike in real life