To understand

@cherrycola_a said that feeling of anticipation for something too blurry to understand.

So here it goes.

I look up at the sky

I know there are words written in the clouds

Yet...

I cannot see them

I am not blind

Just vision impaired

So I look away because the anticipation is killing me

Instead I look at the faces

In the end of my mind

Somewhere deep in side

I know there is a story there

But there faces are blurred

I cannot read them.

So

I look away

Every thing I see

Is at the edge of my vision

I cannot wait to understand

With clarity

I squint

I change my view

And still I cannot see the words written in the folds of time and space

To understand

To understand these things

That would give me life.

To understand they beauty of the world

To understand that story of everything

That is what I want

To UNDERSTAND