Ocean
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petiteastronaut
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A merciless and torental ocean of thoughts of emotion.

Ocean

It's like a sea of emotion.

Some days are better than others

Other days are like a plague, contaminating all happy thoughts and turning them into negative ones.

Filling them up to the rim and drowning me in them

So I smile.

The same smile I use to pass you in the corridor.

That smile, that smile is a cry for help, a plea for you to come save me from my own chaotic mind.

But you don't. You don't save me.

And I don't blame you.

You just continue to think everything's fine.

But it's not. I'm not fine.

I'm drowning in this ocean of emotion.

Thinking, believing that I'm not good enough. That I am not worthy of anything.

That I am too fucked up to ever be loved or cared for.

That everyone is better off without me.

I know I shouldn't think like this and believe it, but I can't help it.

You always knew how great I am at persuasion

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