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petiteastronaut
petiteastronautLost in the space of my own thoughts
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I will not be defined by my past. And I will definitely not let my past come between what me and you could blossom into.

I refuse

At the age of 6, I was sexually assulted and molested by my older sisters best friend.

When I was 7, I had another girls tongue shoved down my throat in a closet.

These are two of the few things that happened to me as a child.

I told you and everyone I knew, that I had never kissed anyone and that I was never touched in any sexual way.

I was ashamed of what everyone might think.. Afraid you'd see me in a new lesser way.

So I today refuse.

I refuse for these things to define me.

I refuse for these things to come between us.

Because I get to choose.

I get to choose who my first kiss was.

I get to choose who touches me in an intimate way.

I get to choose what counts and what doesn't.

And I choose you.

I choose you to be my first love.

I choose to have my first kiss with you.

I choose to embrace you and let you embrace me.

I choose you and that's all that matters.

I refuse to be defined by my past.

I refuse to let my past come between what me and you have.

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