I feel as if I don't have control over the decisions I make
As if they come from a nerve impulse
Like I'm on autopilot
My brain has been infiltrated
I can make some decisions
But in the end, am I in control?
All the colors are muddling together
I see things through a filter
Nothing is vibrant or clear anymore
Even my own face seems distorted
Is this even my body?
My reflection seems strange