so here is the short version of how i sometimes feel great
sike. i don't. i try, and it never works out. don't try and be something you are not.
a plant doesn't grow in an hour silly
and neither can you. but what you can do, is
g r o w.
grow fast,, grow better,, grow slow but all you need to do is grow
maybe it will take you two weeks
maybe it will take two years
trust me. you will eventually get there. for now, just keep on growing.