during & after you left me.
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paolapenate18. poetess.
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for her.

during & after you left me.

by paolapenate

You said we were better off as friends..

and even though my heart fade away when you said that, I love you so I agreed with everything you said.

"If that's what you want, I'm on board with that".

A couple of days later you came to me asking for advice,

about a boy you had on your mind, I said to just be yourself, because that's what made me fall for you in the first place.

I should've said that, but I knew you didn't want me anymore

because now we were friends, and nothing more.

Can't help but feel like I'm desechable.

After all you already found somebody to fill my spot and take over my job. The job of making you happy and make you feel like the most beautiful girl in the whole world.

It's been a couple of weeks since we broke up,

and I admit I still wait for your name to pop up on my device, and take me back..

...but I heard you are "in love" now..

How is that working out for you?.

Me?.

I'm trying to move on from you, but I keep seeing your face everywhere, and your name follows my steps, and I can't help but cry because I think I'm going mad and you're totally fine.

My friends tell me is your loss, because I'm "great".

But the truth is, is my loss.

Because you made me feel like I won the lottery.

And you're gone now. so here I am broke again...

Looking for my next ticket to win the lottery...

and fall all over again.

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paolapenate18. poetess.
10 months agoReply
@bernardtwindwil thank you!

bernardtwindwilGold CommaGranddad & story teller, tomthepo8.com
a year agoReply
Did you only have the one girlfriend? It's probably better that way. Once she says "just be friends", you have become chief advisor and bottle washer. Great post!!!!!